There are times
There are times I need to step outside, clear my head and remind myself of where and who I wanna be.
There are times, my overbearing selfishness, makes me expect so much from the other people. There are times, my ego messes with my thoughts, and I tend not to remember reflecting on myself first. And in this process, I may say or do stuff I dont mean, consequently hurting the other people and especially my loved ones.
There are times, I feel like people dont understand me at all.
There are times, I feel like people dont understand me at all.
There are times, I start arguements and dont remember what the main problem even was. There are times, I feel like the victim, and that I should know better that it takes two to tango. There are times, when it is hard to endure but I know, nothing good comes easily.
And giving up is never an answer for anything.
Overwhelming? I think not.
Overwhelming? I think not.
Its through christ whom strenghtens me and there is definitely a time for everything.
Where there are bad times, there will be good times.
Where there are sad times, there will be happy times.
Where there are stressful times, there will be peaceful times.
It is the gift that God has given us.
The freedom to choose.
But with freedom comes responsibility.
And a little note to my babylove Sarah.
Please forgive me for being cold hearted sometimes.
During times of stress and pressure, i have failed and could have done better.
I know that there are times where i could have or should have done things differently.
But through my mistakes i shall learn.
The truth is I am not perfect, but as they say, what you think is what you will become.
So i know i can do better, and i sure as heck am going to try my bestest best.
I love you and good luck in your exams too!
ps .. two more for me hahaha
